Chapter Five: The High King
Time passed,
messages flew between Gondor and my fiefdom, arrangements were made and the
bunting was found and washed. I
discovered, much to my delight and to the surprised astonishment of my
advisors, that I was with child, and I hugged the knowledge tight to myself. I
missed Lindir, but I had to set that aside and get on with sorting out my
people’s future security.
Still, every
time I had a lesson in Sindar, I imagined talking to him in his own
language. I practiced the variations of
‘sorry’ a thousand times.
It was six
months after my birthday that the formal visit from the court of King Elessar
Telcontar took place and my pregnancy was properly showing. I was honoured, and impressed, that King
Elessar himself came to officiate, rather than sending his steward, and when I
asked if it would be possible for me to have a few words with the High King in
private, my wish was granted immediately.
‘In private’
really meant ‘with guards at the edges of the room’, but that was to be
expected. They were out of earshot, at
least.
‘I’d like to
speak to you on a matter of… um…’ I began.
The king
waved me towards a chair. ‘Please, sit down,’ he began. ‘Forgive the informality, but my wife’s
expecting and I recognise the signs. She
is sure we will have a son, but I have no preference. Is this your first child?
I nodded.
While it would have been lovely to chat about pregnancy, it was an awkward
topic I was attempting to bring up, and not all the long months I’d had to
prepare had seemed to be at all helping. Nor had the fact that there were
several elves amongst the king’s retinue, and while I recognised not of them,
still, at the sight of every pointed ear and sound of elegant voice, guilt was
crippling me.
King Elessar
seemed to realise something was wrong.
‘Why do you
not tell me what’s troubling you, Lady Mesri?’ he asked kindly.
I sighed and
tried to keep my hands still on my lap. ‘Some months ago, now, there was an… an
incident… and someone was injured. I know who was responsible; I have evidence,
but not proof and to bring this person to justice would be impossible for
me. And the person harmed is a gentle,
kind soul and would not like me to seek vengeance…’
‘How may I
help, then?’
‘I think it
would be a good idea if my brother Briot could be appointed special envoy
somewhere. Possibly amongst a large
number of big, strong men who have been alone for a long time without any new
friends? Or maybe on an island with some sheep.
No, not sheep; something that might kick him occasionally.’
‘Your
brother?’
‘Yes.’
‘It was he
who…?’
‘I see you
know about it. Please, your majesty, do
not think I have not hungered for reparation on behalf of the one who was
harmed, for I grew most fond of him, but…’
I broke off
as the king waved a hand.
‘Since these
events took place before our alliance, there is no blame on you, Lady Mesri.’
‘Thank
you. Briot could go back with you, if
you wanted?’
‘Perhaps I
will instead permit some of my company to escort him to a suitable garrison
where he can be useful. And perhaps they
can leave tomorrow, whereas we will remain several more days.’
I couldn’t
help a sigh of relief. Tension between Briot and myself had only increased over
the previous six months, and I really only wanted to focus on growing my child and
caring for my people.
‘Is there
anything more?’ the king asked, but suddenly, he wasn’t the king any longer; he
was the traveller outside the inn, the one who stopped the pot boy from
falling.
‘Do you know
someone called Lindir? Is he well?’ I
asked.
‘Lindir? Yes,
I hear he is very well. I did not know you were friends…’ He sat a little
straighter, suddenly, staring at my enlarged belly until it felt like an
impertinence and I placed my hands protectively over my stomach and lifted my
chin to stare back at him.
‘Forgive me,’
he said. ‘But are you Kovalia?’
I picked up
one of the tough-skinned fruits from the display on the side table and
presented it to him with a flourish.
‘This is a kovalia,’ I said. ‘I’m
Mesri.’
He was still
laughing when I closed the door after me.
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